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The Lonely Window
05:48
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I’m heading out now
Don’t mind the grey light
The day will provide to itself
And there’s nothing you can do
That i can’t do for myself
They come when i’m not here
I don’t know who they are
I couldn’t wait for you
No one wants to stay here, but no one leaves
I couldn’t wait for you
I’m heading out now
I’ll be one with the grey light
I couldn’t wait for you
No one wants to stay here, but I have to leave
There’s no later
Later is now
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2. |
Do I Even Exist ?
07:06
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The exaltation of my negativity
alive and breathing
in each corner of this
cluttered and yet so empty room
Stuck behind a glass
i am forced to stare at the procession
of all these pale memories
Loud and yet so quiet
And i’m nowhere to be found
The overwhelming absence of shadows
I pushed out,
can’t hold the light in
the tiredness of my soul
is dragging these walls down
And i’m nowhere to be found
Motionless air
A crowd surrounds me
I gave up being myself
I ceased longing for the abyss
All lost for the sake of searching
The crave for existence
The triumph of being
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3. |
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There were things I used to know
Now I am missing all the meanings
I am struggling to stay awake
there is nothing left to learn
I watched her cry
and that's when all fell apart
she went on silently whispering
that only shadows are real
Before I got here, I wasn’t used to look up,
out there we are all too busy
to be conscious of the grey
to pay attention to the sky
Now it's the only option left
Wherever I turn,
it's the only thing that stayed the same
And here I gave birth to the earth
It wasn't remarkable,
just painful
There were things I thought i knew
Now they left me here asleep
the fear of looking up as the only option left
Now that everything changed
and I seemed to have lost the pace
Out there they all know,
I will never be the same
Here I gave birth to the earth
where only shadows are real
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4. |
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A set of pictures in my dream
calm as an unsilent ocean
as a horror
escaped from the tyranny of reason
vortices of pain
on the black shores of my imagination
I saw you beg them to be merciful
while pushed over the edge of a fathomless night
In the labyrinth of indifference
your life, memories and feelings
have no existence at all
I heard you pray them
to release you whispering
"I'd rather throw myself out of the window
than feeling all this woe"
but there was no salvation
on the street below
just a well known bleak twilight
revealing a strange
and distant
sky
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5. |
Death is the Healer
08:35
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Cold growing colder
Nothing moves but your paling memory
Beyond the murk
beyond the blackness that hurt your ears
with listening
You took everything
This granitic stillness, your final gift
As I march into nothingness
The dull sun fade unseen
beyond the murk
beyond our old dreams
We never win, We never will
You ripped the light out of me
And the world with it
Memory is a trap, you see
But i won’t keep slipping
I won’t keep feeling
You took everything
But the cold growing colder
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6. |
We carry the Fire
06:06
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Breathe in, I can make you stay
We don’t need to say goodbye
This is not the word of god
God has never spoken
Hold onto this fire
All the life i had to burn
Quivering and sourceless
All empty inside
Where do I belong now?
Each part of me swallowed by death
Lost among this daydream
There is no waking
and god has never spoken
Hold onto this fire
I can make you stay
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